My dear Alexander, I apologized for the letter had not reached you in time. I am so sorry my love for I have been very busy lately, being the only daughter in the family, Father forced me to be the one cleaning the house. He even forced me to stay at home and refused to let me see the Sun. It seems as though I was caged up for no apparent reason. If only you could feel my sufferings here, I would feel a whole lot better.
My love, life here has been harsh lately. It felt as though peace and order have been taken away and corruption has now become a part of life now. It seems to me that the great leader who controlled the military army was gone and he left the army in this state. Chaotic. My dear, please return home. I need you to be here with me, your army needs you. Life has been different without you here.
You see my dear, no one can control the army. The ones that were newly appointed had sadly withdraw for no one is up to your expectation. No one can compete with you. That my love was the reason why I wanted to be with you and not Marius nor anyone else. I believe that you will be able to protect me and love me endlessly. Father still has not be able to see what you can do. You are more than meets the eye, my dear. You are my everything.
My love, I could not go on life without you. I was hopeless, I was lost while you were far away. Nothing I did was right. My dear, you have been away for so long that I lost full control of myself. I could no longer summon the energy to move. All I ever did all day and night was to break down and to think of you. My dear, I can never explain the true meaning of happiness without you. It is as though my tunnel is in complete darkness once again. The fire that once lit up my journey seems to burned out. I can never survive without you my love.
My dear, I have met up with your sister Athenai a couple of weeks ago and your brother Lusius recently regarding the matter that you mentioned in your last letter. They had promised to keep an eye on me and Father. Do not worry my dear as I will be in good hands by your brother and sister. I believed them as much as I believed you. They are already a part of my life now. Athenai had even prepared the wedding dress for me to wear during our day. I was in tears seeing myself in the mirror with that white dress. Oh my dear how I wish you could see me here. I could not wait upon your return.
Beloved,
Adrienne
You see my dear, no one can control the army. The ones that were newly appointed had sadly withdraw for no one is up to your expectation. No one can compete with you. That my love was the reason why I wanted to be with you and not Marius nor anyone else. I believe that you will be able to protect me and love me endlessly. Father still has not be able to see what you can do. You are more than meets the eye, my dear. You are my everything.
My love, I could not go on life without you. I was hopeless, I was lost while you were far away. Nothing I did was right. My dear, you have been away for so long that I lost full control of myself. I could no longer summon the energy to move. All I ever did all day and night was to break down and to think of you. My dear, I can never explain the true meaning of happiness without you. It is as though my tunnel is in complete darkness once again. The fire that once lit up my journey seems to burned out. I can never survive without you my love.
My dear, I have met up with your sister Athenai a couple of weeks ago and your brother Lusius recently regarding the matter that you mentioned in your last letter. They had promised to keep an eye on me and Father. Do not worry my dear as I will be in good hands by your brother and sister. I believed them as much as I believed you. They are already a part of my life now. Athenai had even prepared the wedding dress for me to wear during our day. I was in tears seeing myself in the mirror with that white dress. Oh my dear how I wish you could see me here. I could not wait upon your return.
Beloved,
Adrienne
